Loads of strange feelings at the moment, probably stemming from the fact I am about to go through the most painful experience on this planet within the next few weeks! I know, for all of you out there that have done this, "its
all worth it in the end" but it hurts and the waiting is not nice!
The feeling of having NO energy, NO sleep and NO comfort. I am way more compact this time round and haven't but on half the weight I did when carrying Hayden but this seems to have made it harder. I bang the bump on everything from Rajs stomach to the kitchen sink and frustration and temper all fall into the same category!
I miss old friends and family to moan too and need a break from everything even if just a few hours to catch up on myself. I have planned a full September and October of things to do with Hayden forgetting that I need to fit at least a two day hospital stay in there somewhere.
I miss work but don't! Strange but having something to work on when having an hour while Hayden sleeps and Raj watches CSI would keep my mind from turning to Mush!
Anyway rant done...hopefully I will put a video up soon gonna try and catch some sights of PEI :)