The Christmas Parade

Got to spend all of 2 hours with my husband today! He is working so hard but I can't help feeling a little lonely after all the family being here to not even the hubby!

Anyway we went to the Christmas Parade in downtown Charlottetown. The talk of the town...

Flashing red noses were the fashion on the night. The mall were dishing them out along with balloons and face painting for the kids.

We stood by Rajs old work where the Radio station is and hung with Mel, Dave, Chris and Lewis

We met Raj at Brits before the night begun for Hayden and I to get some food.

Taryn tried the red nose but it was way too big! lol

Hayden loves visiting brits, free mints after he finishes his food. He sang throughout the majority of our fish dinner.."I like to move it move it!" much to the entertainment of onlookers!

Carla even tried the noses!

After a long day playing and having fun both children are now content!

It is 9.09pm and I am about to try the last feed of the night with Taryn while Hayden sleeps beside me :)

Is anybody out there?

Does anyone read this still??? Is it worth blogging or has the novelty worn off?

I am feeling like poop at the moment, feeling like a bad mum, bad wife and bad friend. Its been hectic over the last 2 months with Taryn's birth followed by visitors and a move.

It is 10.19 pm and raj is still at work, i wish he could be at home working on the new family but it is our only income now and what needs to be done needs to be done!

Thanks to everyone who sent gifts and cards for Taryn, it was greatly appreciated. i am saddened by the amount of friends who have not stayed in touch...i am gutted that some who i counted on have left it for me to attempt any contact! I am extremely grateful however to those who call and make contact regularly. Friends and family are missed and with Christmas coming even more so.

Its strange being a full time mum x2...with no job here I feel so useless and although needed by the children, the way I feel at the moment is only negative. I' m hoping the Christmas season and a snowy winter may cheer me up and put some spark back into my life.

I d love it here but need to feel like Kath again!

Our Beautiful Children!

I realised today how lush my children are! They are well behaved (most of the time) and have MY looks!!!! lol

Taryn found her thumb...sleeping brilliantly through the night with one am feed! The thumb obviously works!

Content in her bouncer, watching her bro'

The gorgeous big brother who is coming to terms quickly about having no more daily treats!